April 2011
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Whining is whining.
I thought I was done with feeling worthless and just unresolved (as much as that can describe a person). But maybe I will never feel complete and able and in love with my life, at least, not all the time. There are times that I feel at peace with my life, with how I am, with what I’m doing, with where I’m going. But as much as I feel that way, there are times when nothing feels right,...
March 2011
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i think
What I’ve felt so often recently is just a deep sense of disappointment-though that isn’t quite the right word-with society. This sort of hopeless anguish about these people who either don’t care about the world or care too much about these things that matter so little compared to things that do.
How can you care so much about abortion when there are people dying of curable...
January 2011
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you say that i'm a loner and you're god damn right
all out is something of a new obsession, but mostly just this song.
I said I was fine
Don’t touch me Don’t trust me I’m not some fragile thing I will not break down Like you would love to see I will put up a fight Until you decide to leave
Wheeeeeeee
Drunkkk.
Saturdayyy
Watching snl and drinking whiskey and dr pepper. Pretty delicioussss yay
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i’m not pretty, or clever, so don’t expect either of those. but if you’d like, we could try, and we’ll see how it goes.
well
I said this was for writing.
Fuck that.
This semester’s going to be a bitch.
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how does andrei arshavin exist?
taken from dirty tackle which took this from arshavin’s website:
7. From RinaBeer Hi. I am 25 years old and I’m still not married. My parents are very upset about this. They say I can end up a spinster. But I don’t want to get married yet. What shall I do? (Sorry if this is off topic; just want to know your opinion) Arshavin: I think I can help you. Step 1: You need to find a scruffy...
December 2010
6 posts
tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
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Something that would make me really happy:
Someone writing a Simple Wikipedia article on pointers because I am like halfway to understanding them. Or maybe I understand them but am just confused about where I would use them. Either way, it would be super helpful.
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i love when people make like serious comments on...
“best manga i’ve read”
“one of the best series i’ve seen”
“great artwork”
like, what?
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i did not do well in school this semester
My parents are mad at me. I’m mad at myself. I don’t know how to study. I don’t have the fucking motivation to study half the time. I hate this. There is like nothing I do that I feel like I really love. I like engineering. Sort of, kind of, there isn’t really anything I like more, there are certainly things I like less.
My dad said, “You need to find something you...
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to start off
I haven’t been writing much and I miss it. Blogging is so silly, this like, need for attention, to be heard. I don’t write anything useful or good, generally, but I like having it somewhere everyone can see for some reason.
So here is this. Separate and a tad more private than my other blog. Simple, not as thought out or well composed. More of a mess.
I’ve felt so trapped and...